What a whirlwind of a week y’all!
I am stretched stepping into my new role as full time car rider mom, don’t ask I’m literally a saint for what I do, waiting hours in the car rider line 5 days a week! Let me just say… 2 hours of my day are spent sitting in my car to pick up my girl from school. I am that extra mom arriving 1 hour and 40 min early to pick up…..what have I become lol.
I want to share something on my mind with you tonight. I am so disappointed with myself.
You know that saying “Fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me.” well this is more like fool me 5 times and just call me a damn idiot and ummmm hello, Jess!!!!! When will you learn your lesson???
Seriously I don’t know but here is the deal, I rely heavily on friendships and I am so mad at myself for having too much faith in people and giving too many 2nd chances. In this life we cross paths with people who will be there for us for just a season and then there are people that will enter our lives and will hang around for a lifetime. But I am sick and tired of having people sneak their way back into my life only to manipulate and tear me down ONCE AGAIN. At this point it’s my fault for allowing it to happen when I know very well some people are not capable of change. You cannot grow in life with someone in your corner waiting for you to fail, constantly creating unnecessary drama, and not adding to your life in a positive way.
Find your tribe and allow them to build you up!! Invest in the ones that value you and want to see you grow in all aspects of your life.